I didn't realize it had been so long since I had written! Life has been a little crazy! Bought a house, then had to move (exhausting). Attended and fell apart at a funeral (you never realize how much you bottle up until your bottle breaks). I have learned a lot about letting go lately. By letting go I mean letting go of control. It's always been hard for me to just enjoy the moment. I'm always looking back or forward and sometimes that 's okay. It's okay to look back only to