So it's Christmas 2020! Christmas in a global pandemic is well, different. It was my first Christmas with no family due to quarantine. It was just Ramon and I and our sweet fur babies. And most notably missing was my Grandma, who passed away in September. It was a hard and very emotional Christmas for me. It wasn't that it was a bad Christmas, but it wasn't necessarily a good one either. I still found so much to be extremely thankful for, but it still hurt. I always find joy

My Grandmother passed away a little after 7 pm on September 2nd, 2020. She's been in my life for as long as I have memories, and I guess I had somehow convinced myself that she would live forever.... she didn't. She was the strongest person I have ever known. I know that a huge part of who I am and even who I'm yet to become is because of her. She was my best friend, my confidant, and my biggest fan in the world. I could tell her anything and never worry if she would betray m